Maafkan aku :")

Assalamualaikum

hey, bfore i'm starting my piffle story, i wanna say alhamdulillah apabila kite suda menjengah ke tahun 2013. Dan aku maseh lagi diberi ruang untuk bernafas . Terima kaseh Ya ALLAH :) Sebelum berakhirnye malam 2012, tibe-2 aku sempat lagi berfikir tntg some0ne yg penah ade dlm hati aku suatu ketika dulu. Aku taktahu nak mengadu kat spe , so blog niy jela tmpt aku luah perasaan. Maafkan aku :( Ya ALLAH , tibe-2 aku seda betapa berdosanye aku buat dy mcm tuh. Aku tinggalkan dy. Aku benci dy. Aku sendri taktahu ape sebab aku amat membenci dy. Agaknye syaitan ape yg merasuk mindaku sehingga aku benar-2 membenci dy. Aku sanggup lepaskan dy disaat dy btoi-2 menumpahkan kaseh syg dy pd aku. Ya ALLAH :( aku berdosa sgt pd dy. Aku malu dgn perangai akuu. :( Maafkan akuu ya ALLAH kerana aku maenkan perasaan sorg insan yg benar-2 ikhlas mencintai akuu suatu ketika dulu :( Airmata ini mmg tak putus-2 menangis kerana dy :(  Air mata menyesal . Seribu penyesalan krne melakukan kamu mcm tuh :( Maafkan aku :( Berjanji bgai nak rak, tp ini yg aku balas dkt dy ? :( Entah mengape spnjg  2 3 bulan sblum aku mengucapkan kata putus dlm hbgn aku dan dy, pasti ade je bende yg tak kene dimata aku. ape-2 aje yg dy buat untuk aku mesti aku nak marah dy. KENAPE YA ALLAH ?? :( Dan disaat tuhh mmg fikiran aku buntu sgt. Dgn exam trial spm wktu tuh, aku bagai org giler yg tak tentu arah mencari jalan pulang . YA ALLAH :( Mane hilang janji-2 aku pd dy ? knpe aku jd mcm niy ya ALLAH ? Spanjang aku bersama dy aku mmg tak penah curangg, begitu juga dgn dy. Tp kenape tibe-2 hati akuu berubah ? Aku jd tawar hati dgn dy. Aku jd sgt sgt sgt sgt membenci dy :( berbulan-2 dy terseksa kerane aku :( aku tahu dy terseksa tp aku maseh sanggup memperlakukan dy sebegitu :( Ya ALLAH lebih setahon aku bersama dy. Aku kenal sgt dy :( Dy penah ckap kt aku yg aku pompuan terakhir dy akan syg and aku pompuan paling istimewa dlm hidup dy sbb aku berjaye ubah dy dari sorg PLAYBOY kpd BOY YG SETIA :(( dy sentiasa mengharapkan aku utk hidup bersama dy . Family dy mengharap sgt dkt aku :( Tapi aku dah musnahkan segalah impian dy . Izuan, Maafkan sayee :( Awak mmg laki pling baek penah sy kenal. Cume satu kelemahan awk, awk tak pndai nak jage hati pompuan sbb sy byk kali terluka dgn sikap awk syg :( ape-2 pun saye takde niat nk lukekan hati awkk :( sy tinggalkan awk BERSEBAB :( bukan saje-2 . dan saye rase itu jalan terbaek untukk kite :( Sy maseh egt lg first time sy dgr awk dah couple dgn capital A , sy menangis awkk. seary semalam tak tido. Saye jelz sgt. tp sy tak cite awk, saye pndam segalenye. Mate sy bengkak sgt :( kwn-2 kt skola sume tnye :( tp saye tak cite :( dan paling perit sekali sy menangis nonstop waktu awk maki saye :( YA ALLAH , hanye tuhan sje yg tahu betape sakit dan hancur nye hati sy bile awk sgup hina sy :( Awak sgup kate sy pompuan tak gune yg tak ptot lahir kt dunia niy dan mcm-2 lg :( YA ALLAH , airmata aku mengalir lg tanpe aku sedar skrg niy :( sy rase lepas tuhh ckup laa utk sy terima awk lg. Sy menyesal lukekan hati awk, tp sy tak menyesal tinggalkan awk sbb mgkin ALLAH dah tentukan jodoh sy dgn org laen dan bukn dgn awk :( YA ALLAH aku dah tak mampu lg :( hanye ini je ygg mampu aku ngadu dlm blog niy :( Maafkan saye izuan :( tahniah sbb awk dh bahagia dgn aisyah :( sy penah ckap kt awkk, lame-2 awk akan syg aisyah tuh jgk. Alhamdulillah sy tgok awk pn dh bahagia dgn dy :) sy tumpang gembira bia pun ................... :( Saye pun da syg cinta hati sy zulfitri and takkan kembali pd awk :) thanks sbb sudi hadir dlm hidup sy and terima kseh YA ALLAH sbb engkau , aku penah mengenali insan sebaek ituu :( skrg aku takkan penah membenci sesiapa :( harapan aku tahun 2013 niy, aku nk jd yg terbaek dlm klgn yg terbaek :) aminn~

Salam :(

Ku pendam segala duka

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

Sape aku nak halang dia ? aku takde hak. aku cume cinta hati dia. His family is more important than me. Aku mengade. Hmm :( Aku tak ptot halang dia. Hmmmmm aku maybe bole dilabelkan sbgai 'perempuan tumpangan' je dlm hati dia.. Hmmmm :( Aku sedar aku sape, dari dulu lagi sbnrnye aku je yg byk pendam perasaan, perasaan sakit, kecewa, marah, sedih :( Hmmm Tuhan kuatkan hambamu ini. Aku betulbetul mahukan perlindungan dan rahmat darimu tuhan. Akuu cube bangun dari segala hal, aku cube happykan diri aku depan kawan kawan aku dgn selalu wt lawak depan dorg. Dorg pn selalu ckap aku sntiase happy tak penah ade masalah . Tapi sebenarnye aku lebih suke memendam perasaan. Tak kira masalah percintaan ke , masalah fmily ke, atau masalah kawankawan. Kalau dorg maseh nampak aku happy , itu bermakne aku dah berjaya tutup pndgn dorg dgn kesedihann aku. Bia aku tanggung sorgsorg pun takpe :) Aku relaa. demi kawankawan aku sanggup malu, aku sanggup menangis dpn org ramai sbb aku syg kawankawan aku. Hmmm. :( tp dorg maseh tak nmpk lg pengorbanan aku selame niy :( Thanks kwan, aku syg korg, thanks mak abah and sume sume :( Bubye. Law aku ditakdirkan meninggal, aku redha :(

Salam .

Berjegiq lagy =='

Assalamualaikum

Da pukul 12.33 a.m. But mate still tak nantok. taktaw la psaipaa tak nantok-2 niy. haishh. Maybe sbb bdn tak penat kot. yela duk uma bukan duk buat ape sangat kan. mam tito beyak mandi on9 twitter berblog. tuh jelaa my routine . huhu . hurm the fact imisshim soooomuchhh :( hurmm slu tito awk tinggal tite :( sedih. sedih. sedihh. huhu *gedix ! but its okay laa. maybe ituu kekurangan dy. he cannot accompany me till late nite . sokayyy . hurmmm nak buat ape ehh ? cuti ade lagi 4bulan . huh takkan nak duk umah je ? errr==' nak keje lahh. nak cari duit. utk diri cndri. hehe nak cari duit untuk org laen rasenye maseh terlalu awl. better enjoy tuk diri cndri lu. hahaha wakklluuuu. anywayy, back to the story, '' Wahaii lah mate, mengapekah dikauu maseh tidak mahu lelap lagi ? aku sudaa penat menunggu kau pejamm wahailah mate ku yg cantekk :) heee tp jgn pejam selamenyee , pejam sat je ckupp sbb aku mahu mengabdikan diri aku kpd Allah. Aku maseh belum jd wanita solehah lg. Agpun aku nak kawen dluu. heee *galok an. kahkahkah. Mulee la duk mepek mapan aku niy. hurmmm . Dunia-2 , aku menumpang je dgn kau kan. nty aku kene stay kat akhirat wat selame-lamenyee. hurmm sblum nk g ke akhirat, perghh mcm mcm halangan ade kat dunia niy. wahaii dunia, jgnlahh kau terlalu kejam dgn aku. Tidak aku mahu musuh  didunia ini . Aku cuma mahu kwn . Iyee kwn yg baek . ehh bahagiakann jika tiada musuh dlm dunia inii ? heee. Ehh back to the story, skali lg aku nakkk ckap. '' Wahaiii la cik matee yg bulat niy, mengape kau maseh x nantokkk ? aku boringlahh duk sorg sorg da taktahu nk wt apeee . cptlaa nantok wahai matekuu. aku nakkk tito tito tito . 

Gudnyteeebloggerfacbookerstwitters :) Loveyouuuu <3

Aku bukan lg pelajar SEKOLAH (:

Assalamualaikum~

Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat illahi kerana aku maseh lg diberi ruang untuk bernafas. Menjadi hamba Allah dimuka bumi ini untukk terus mengabdikan diri dan mendekatkan diri kpdNya (: YaAllah, sesungguhnya aku hanya insan yg lemah, yg hanya mampu berdoa kpdMu agar kau permudahkan segala urusan ku diatas dunia yg penuh onak duri ini YaAllah (: tiada kata yg mampu aku ungkapkan lagi tatkala aku selesai sujud kpdMu YaAllah melainkan memanjatkan kesyukuran kpdMu (: Sesungguhnya , aku amat bersyukur dgn apa-apa yg telah engkau kurniakan kpdkuu. Biarpun aku miskin harta, tetapi jgnlahh engkau miskinkan dadaku dgn agamaMu YaAllah. 

Harapankuu.

• Jauhilah aku dari segalaa perkara yg tidak elok diatas dunia ini. terutamanyaa maksiat (;
• YaAllah, kau lindungilahh aku, keluargaku, cinta hatiku serta seluruh kenalankuu agar kami sume terlindung dari azabMu YaAllah :(
• YaAllah, aku memohon agar engkau memberi hidayah dan petunjuk kpdku agar dpt menjadi anak solehah yg akan berbakti kpd kedua org tua ku suatu ary nty. InsyaAllah. Aminn~
• YaAllah, sesungguhnya aku sudah berusaha dan hanya mampu bertawakal kpdmu agar kau memberi kejayaan yg cemerlang dlm peperiksaan SPM ini :(
• YaAllah sesungguhnya aku insann yg kerdil . kuasaMu tiada bandingan nya. Allah is the most merciful. Allahuakbar (:

Thanks God :")

Assalamualaikum ~

hey, alhamdulillah thanked god for giving me such an amazing opportunity :) tak sangke, mmg ape yg berlaku, ape yg terjadi kat aku, ade hikmah disebalik sume niy. Mmg tak sia-2 i let him go to find his own life and make my own life without him. Thankyou so much god, thanks a lot, tak terucap syukurku padaMu :") before this, hati niy acap kali berbisik samade ape yg aku buat niy btoi atau tidak, but now sume suda terjwab, sume yg aku lakukan sebenarnye adalah jln terbaek for myself and also for him :) eventhough everytime i saw his face, my feeling towards him come back, but i hope you give me strenght to face all this, i dont want him anymore in my life. I dont want him it doesnt mean i hate him , but in fact i truly love him, but now juz as a friend. Yes juz as a FREIND :) OhGod,  Thanked again for meeting me with someone that always makes me smile , now my heart already taken by him. ilovehim so much. I wish that he could be my prince all over my life . Skrg cinta suda memanggil aku utk menjadi sorg wanita yg setia menyintai sorg insan yg telah muncul in my life dgn ikhlas tanpe memandang paras rupa, harta dunia, wang ringgit semata-mata :) Alhamdulillah, sangat tenang skrg , tiada lagi masalah yg aku kene solve sorg-2 . Now aku da ade dy , i juz want him, yeee want him. he'smyhubby. iloveyouhubby. thanks coz you always cheers my life . you are the only one for me and im the only one for you :) So ~~>

usah biarku bersendirian,

usah biar hatimu ditawan

usah biar hatiku disini , 

seorang menunggu tanpa teman

usah lepaskan genggaman tangan mu,

usah biar semua ini berlalu,

usah lupakan perasaan hati ini, 

pertama kali kite bertemu ~~~~~~~~

Hiasan semata-mata . ahaha

Hubbyloveyousomuch. HEKHEK. *gatai je an 

HonestlyfromSCHIERA~~~

Piffle sesorang :/

ASSALAMUALAIKUM </3

Hey guys hopefully u all fine. now dah already 25 october . hurm the time move so fast. SPM smakin hampir. takot k takot. ape-apee pun preparation da hampir ciap. but takot laa tak dpt jwb sume-sume solan nty. achaner erk ?? smkin dkt nak exam, smkin byk masalah kannnn ? hurmm rindu kan geng-geng saye yg dlu. miss the old katie :( miss my sayang eida :( miss my chubby ummu. miss the old nisaa :( miss natasya , miss aniza , miss nas , miss pakcik , miss everyone yang rapat dgn aku suatu ketika dlu. i want them back ! can i have them even juz for a second ?? :( hurmmm aku takde tmpt nk ngadu . hanye blog jee tmpt aku lepaskn segala perasaan . org salah sangke , kite diam , org buat fitnah , kite diam , org pijak kite ehh takkan nak diam jgk ??? pffttt. benci dgn permainan dunia. i hate it. sume fault nak letak kat aku. k fine. all this while aku diam, aku marah dlm hatyyyy je tauk . no one knows hows my heart deeply touched . hurmmm :( baru 17 tahon but mcm2 masalah da dpt. hikhok. sokay lhhh life must go on even many challenges come to us right ? heyyoo. ape laggy nak merepek sorg-sorg kay blog niy erk ? hurmm btw , iloveyouu syggggg . hakhak . utk sape ? utkk yg bace blog niy ! :) muahhhh 

withlove~Schiera

GRADUATION DAY 2012 :)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :)

nAk tgok takk picca saye ketika hari graduasi skolah ? usha la kat bwh niy. saye hanye mndapat num. 29 dlm 200 org stdent smksis . teruk kan ? hikhok :)

saye la tuuuu . and the genius girl , katie (:

hey ummu , saye , katie dan eida !

amoi kelas saye , chi ting and xing ying (:

kami GENG (:

scandal (: RIZAL AND KATIE 

Scandal kedua (: NISA AND HAIRI 

scandal ramai2 . haha membe je laa

scandal jgakk . HAHA . awk mase lalu sy (:

Finally Its Over

ASSALAMUALAIKUM EVERYONE ~

hey prenz , finally sukan di alam persekolahan dh hbis . no more sport after this . hee~ sadis la nanti dh takk dpt smbut sukan2 kat sekola aw . hurm meriah sukan taon niy . macam-macam ade , tambah2 dpt tgok si 'Die' berlari . bhahahaa . tp yang takk best nye few of my geng takk maw dtg . pehal la dowg niy , itu taknak ini taknak ,, takde semangat kesukanan langsung kan ? nanti bile dh hbis sekola mule la duk hegeh kate rindu nak dtg sekola blek. argghh , klaw aku dengar ade perkataan cmtuu kua dari mulut korg siap arrr ! u're fired ! hehehe :) takmaw cakap manyak-manyak , now korg bole usha picca2 ary sukan di sekola tersyg saye ! SMKSIS 11 !

Alolo hebatnye dapat pingat ae . haha itu boyfie saye n bff dy , cd syok :)

yeahhh ! kami lahh juara ! 

posing maut antara Ariff & Zarul

heyy awak-awak sume untunglaaa :)

Soryy lahh sebab takde gambar budak pmpuan , hewhew :) bukan ape , camera aku budak2 laki atas niy rampas dari aku smpai aku sndri takk sempat nak tgkap gambar membe2 aku . huu , sabo jela

                                                                 

(: i'm Back :)

~ASSALAMUALAIKUM~

hey guys , long time takk update status kan ? hee~ miss laa nk wt krgn panjang kt blog niy . hehe . but i have no time for it , i;m so busy . hurmm study kene lebih coz spm da dkat .. law nak straight a mane bole blaja ckit2 kan . midyear exam i'm juz got 3a . its not enough laa for me .. if i can , i wish to get 9a .. haha boleh ke ehh ???? cm angan angan jee . but hope angan angan niy akan jd kenyataan laaa . hurmm one more thing , today i'm fasting in the hot day . Ouhhmy , so tired , exhausted n tired2 !! hergghh !! dugaan byk btoi  .. huhu ..second thing , today 22/6/2012 , two days more is my anniversary . wahhh !!! without noticing it , i and him had been together for almost one year sudaaa . aww <3 syg kamuuuu . Bhahahahaha :P *Gedix sudaa . okay laa got to go . i have more meeting outside there . Hakhakhakkk :) bubye .. assalamualaikum again :)

                                                            ~LoveSchieraAdam~

Dah Bersawang ^__^

ASSALAMUALAIKUM 

Waaaaaa its been so long takk update blog , thats why tjuk post kali niy dah bersawang , hehe XD .

blog akuu dah lame takk bukak , yelah exam season la katekan skrg niy , hurmm busy memanjang you know. Tangan niy sampai takk sempat nak buat itu dan ini . Ewahh ~

Tapi text ngn si 'Dia' maseh sempat doe. Jangan jeles taw. HAHA :)) anyway , Exam Midyear baru je lepas. Hopefully i get best result laa. Takmaw la fail okayh. Tapi hope just be like that laa sebab soalan exam kali niy susah-susah. Target dapat 5a pun ckuplahh . HEHE . But SPM nty nak STRAIGHT A'S laaa  :) insyaallah . Amin . Eh gtg , banyak lagi bende nak kene buat . hehe . Sory post kali niy ckit aje . Kbye .








~LoveSchieraAdam~

POST TAKDE TAJUK :)

~ASSALAMUALAIKUM~

di suatu petang yg hening ,

sorg gadis sdg termenung memikirkan kehidupannya ,

kehidupan yang tidak bertepian kali ,

hatinya berasa sunyi ,

sungguh sayu kerna tiada yang menemani .

hati gadis itu menjadi lara dan duka ,

pabila org disekelilingnya menghirauknnya ,

mengapa ? mengapa ? 

ape salah aku pada mereka sekalian ?

desus hati gadis itu .

tanpa disedari air mata kaseh mengalir ,

membasahi pipi ,

mengubati duka dan laranya .

tidak terkata dengan perkataan ,

tidak tergambar perasaannya ,

tidak terduga hatinya ,

setiap insan yang disayangi telah pergi ,

pergi meninggalkannya sampai bila-bila ,

menjadi lebih sayu ,

dia terpaksa mengharungi 

setiap noktah hidupnya ,

bersendirian tanpa teman ,

SEDIH , SEDIH , SEDIH .

bolehkah aku tempuhi hidup sebatang kara di dunia yg fana ini ?

Itu persoalan yg sering bermain di mindanya ,

Gdis itu tiada pilihan  ,

dia terpaksa bersendirian tanpa kasih syg insan2 yg disayanginya .

cuba sedaya upaya menggerakkan hati yg suda lumpuh ,

namun hatinya sentiasa cekal dan tabah , 

ye tabah dlm menghadapi ujian Allah swt .

tanpa rungutan keluhan .

0hh , sungguh mulia hti gadis ini .

suci sesuci embun pagi yg menyinar suasana pagi ,

Tp ini hanyalah fantasi , namun realitinya 

mampukah kita kuat sebegini rupa ?

mampukah kita menjalani setiap cabaran hidup dgn tenang ? sabar ?

Apakah kita manusia yg menjadi siulan alam syurga ?

.........................................................

bersmbung~

~LoveSchieraAdam~

HE meant for ME ??

~ASSALAMUALAIKUM~

Guys , I dont know how to describe my feeling toward HIM ,

yeahh , Mr.Z ! actually i dont know why i'm fall in love with u ,

i dont know why i got to know a boy named Mr.Z ,

i dont know how i got to be ur gurlfren ,

i really dont know why i love u damn much !

and i really2 dont know why !
thats must be exactly questioning in my mind -,-

~Sometimes i feel like i love u so much coz u're so sweet !

~Sometimes i feel like i really2 hate u coz u're so annoying !

hey love ? why u come into my life ? 

i hate this feeling coz sometimes it can bring me .. hurm being like an idiot 

smiling without reason !

ouchh ! so pain ! but if i dont have this , i might be more and more pain too !

somebody help me please .

okay , i really want to know why u fall in love with me ?

why u really want to know a gurl named Schiera ?

why u want to be my boyfie ?

why u always accept my weakness ?

why u always giving me a hope like a gurlz do ?

why u will always and always still wanna stay with me even i had done a lot of mistakes with u ?

why ? why ? why ??
You love me without fear ,
Trust me without wondering ,
Love me without restrictions ,
Want me without demand ,
Accept me who i am ,

why u still love me dear ? :"( huk3 sad okay . haha .
i know its just a PUPPY LOVE ,

but if u're meant to be my future teett  , i accept u with all my openheart :) hihi .

anyway , i dare to swear that ILYSM .

~LoveSchieraAdam~

malu taktahu nak cakap -,-

~ASSALAMUALAIKUM~

witt~ story ary niy pasal malu ! huu~

ary niy kat skola aku maluuuuuu~

huaaa , knape la bole jadi niy ,

hak3 , ary niy ary sabtu tp ary skola ganti for raya haji .

smgt kan skola ciap berganti-ganti ag ? ahakz .

anyway , aku nak story sal kejadian yg terjadi kt skola ,

td ckgu rmai tak msuk kelas , Grr~ waste my tyme tahu takk ?

dlm2 waste2 tyme tuu ktowg ape lg borak2 la ,

borak2 sal hantu plak tuu , HAHA . tak seram pun ! 

tambah2 bobby yg cte ! lg takk seram ! hehe !

bobby tuu membe klaz aku , bdak nye bole tahan funny . kui3 .

dlm sedar tak sedar ktowg borak2 terbwk smpai kt lua klaz ,

so mybe ary niy not our day , so tibe2 ngah sedap2 borak tuu

aku dgr ade sore besar , lg garau dan menakutkan .

''IKHWANNNNNNNN'' sore tuu memanggil . 

ALAMAK !! OH NO ! tuu sore alvin !! sir ktowg yg bengis nak mampos !

APE LAGI ! LARIIIIIIIIIIIIIII  MSUK KLAZ !! HAHA !

dah elok msuk klaz tuu egt dh x kene ape2 .

chaihhh , tibe2 sir tuu pgil ktowg yg lepak2 kt lua klaz dtg dpan !

dy hukum ktowg !

benci malu ! sume ade !

AHAHAXD egt dy nak suh wat ape ! last2 dy suh ktowg nyanyi !

huh ! lagu negaraku ngan lagu sekolah plak tuu !

law suh nyanyi lagu Jason mraz pun okay gak :)))

hahaha , oleh sbb sore aku tersangatlah NICE :) aku pun nyanyi kuat2 !

haha LASTLY kene berikrar depan membe2 !

cmniy ikrar yg aku kene bace !

SAYA  schiera ........ dari klaz 5 sc 1 berjanji dan berikrar:

TIDAK AKAN BERMAIN2 DI KORIDOR KLAZ ATAU LEPAK2 DISITU 

AKAN SENTIASE MEMAKAI LENCANA SKOLA (tyme niy lencana aku tercbut so xde melekat kt tudg laaaaa , uwaaaaaaa )

JIKA SAYA MELANGGAR PERATURAN INI , SAYA RELA DIROTAN 

SEBYK 5 KALI DI TAPAK TANGAN . KEJAM KAN ????! 

hahahaha tuu jela , xnak ckap lebih2! MALU !

TAHAP MALU 10/10

~LoveSchieraAdam~

hati nak berubah ?????

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

wittt ~ nak berubah ? 

ye saye nak berubah , nak berubah jd seorg insan yg lebih baek dr skrg .

tp ? mampukah saye ? mmg takde manusia yg x penah wt silap dlm idup .

awak , kau , korang sume penah wt silap .

kecik besar muda even yg tue pun penah wt silap spnjg idup di atas muka bumi niy .

tak dapat dinafikan law kite wat silap mmg kite sndri takk penah sedar , 

org laen akan slalu nmpk silap kite tp kite x penah nmpk silap kite sndri .

but jika kite sedar cpt akan kesalahan kite insyaallah kite akan mndapat rahmat dari tuhan 

saye mengaku saye sndri byk wat silap spnjg idup 17 TAHUN kat atas bumi niy .

byk silap saye dah buat , silap kat mak bapak , kawan2 , perhaps dgn binatang :)

pintu haty saye kate saye kene berubah sebelum mase ajal tibe ,

tapi saye takk tahu mcm mne saye nak mulekan .

saye teringin nak pakai pakaian yg btoi2 menutup aurat mcm org laen jgk ,

saye teringin nak miliki haty yg bersih daripada mengutuk atau mengumpat org ,

saye teringin nak idup kat dunia tanpe ade musuh :"(

saye btoi2 teringin nak jd anak yg solehah dan mghormati mak abah saye ,

saye nak macam tuu , tp bolehkah saye ?????????????????????

saye perlukan bimbingan :"( saye takk sempurna , saye takk mcm org laen .

tapi haty saye btoi2 suruh saye berubah sbb saye ase saye takk cukup iman utk idup kt dunia niy .

Ya Allah , kau maafkan lahh aku .
aku tahu aku dh byk buat silap . 

ampunkan lahh segala dosa2 aku , ibubapa ku bahkan org yg pernah berjasa kpdku .

YA ALLAH SESUNGGUHNYA AKU HAMBAMU YANG HINA YA ALLAH , KAU BERIKANLAH PETUNJUK KPDKU , HANYA CINTA YG TULUS DRPD MU YG SELALU KU DAMBAKAN :)

왜 날 이렇게 했어?

mood aku hary niy nak ckap korea ,

so klau takk paham wat2 pham suda lahh ehh

hurmmmm

sebenarnye aku nak cakap pasal si DIA :(

나는 매우 슬프게 오전, 난 당신이이 종류를 감히.

아무도 더 이상 나를 사랑처럼 당신이 없다

  이런 생활을 싫어하는, 제 마음은 당신을 매우 아파요 : (

 난 당신이 미워!

but i will love you forever till my last breath .

okay no picture for this post :( thats all :)

Sayasayangawakzarulizuan :)

LoveSchieraAdam .

(: My BIODATA :)

Hey guys ! now sesi perkenal diri cheq , hangpa baca la noh .

post kali niy hanya pada yg nak kenai ngn cheq jaa . :P

yg taknak kenai tak payah baca ,

hangpa taknak hangpa pi maen jauh-jauh -,-

HEHE . pada yg mybe ingin berkenalan ngn cheq dgn lbih rapat.

lepaih habis baca tuu , kalau dh berkenan kt cheq , habaq cheq noh!

Okay , skrg nah amek bace biodata cheq kat bawah niyh !!

 

 

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OKAY GUYS , JUZ KIDDING ONE TWO THREE OKAY . ALL FAKE . SORY FOR THE MISTAKES THAT I HAVE DONE HERE . THATS ALL . THANK YOU . lebiu :*

I Can't Live Without CAMERA !!!!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM Saudara dan saudara sekalian alam !

saya seorang budak berumur 17 tahun yg suke TANGKAP GAMBAR !

saya memang suke berGAMBAR sebab saya suke tangkap gambar sendiri2 , perasan2 . 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

saya tak bole tgok camera !

kalau ade camera depan mata saya , 

saya pasti akan bergedix sakan depan camera .

HEHE , saya suke suke suke tangkap gambar sebab ..

sebab saya suke tgok hasil gambar yg cantekkkk meletup kebabomm..

well , Model gambar tuu saya mestila hasil dye cntek kannn ?

HUAHUAHUAHUA ..(tergelak besar la plak) abaikan ! ahahaha

Okay kalau korg tak percaye , korg cube usha gmbr2 kat bwah niy !!!!!!!!!!!

Okay perasan ! aku tau korg nak ckap tuuu !!!

bole tahan jgk aku niy . AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

yee aku edit ! so kau kesah hapee ??????

 

 

 hikhikhik (ketawa sopan)

okay thats all my sayang ! tak bole tunjuk lelebeyh . nty ade yg terpikat ! auuww <3 ehehe bubye .

I Love ur STYLE , i Like ur STYLE !

Wahhh , awesome gler their style right ??

can i copypaste ur style ohh Yuna and Hana . haha XD

stylo beb , tak sia2 aku ajar kau berfesyen yun . (:

Grr , Really adore stripes style !

Look Nice with this style ! belang2 meyh !

can i have ur shawl hana ? look gorgeous la belang2 niy .

wahh , bapak gler cantek baju kau hana !!

wahh , new trend . pakai kaen2 . nway , still look modern .

ADE STYLE LAHH !

NICE YUNA :)

B O S A N .. LOL :"(

ASSALAMUALAIKUM .

aduhh , Bapak giler bosan aku ary niy ..

uwaaaaaaaa . tak taw nak wt ape dh ..

duk sorg2 kt umah mcm ape ntah lg .

hurmmm Ya Allah .. kenape dgn aku niy ? 

mcm owg takde tujuan duk kt dlm umh niy ..

adoiyaii .. takde sape ke nak teman aku ?????

heee . sedihnye .. bapak ku masuk wad , mak ku temani bapak ku di wad

kakak2 ku sibuk bkerja ,

AKU ??? duk tercangok sowg2 kat umah niy .

hahaha tgok2 bahase ape dh kua tuhh .

adeshh TOLONG LAAAA . 

ape mau buat niyh ???

ayoyoyo .. banyak bosyan maaa .

aiseyman , mule la nk mepek sowg2 bosan2 niy , haha
nak kua kat luar HUJAN .. nak rempit minyak moto HABIS
nak lepak haish akan BUANG MASE JE , so what should i do right now ?
OH NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HURMMMMMMMMMMM .....

haaaaaaaa ..... bek aku pegi solat then bace quran pun bgus jgk kann ?

hahahahahahah . Sblum ayat merapu merapan dtg msuk kt blog niy .

baek aku out dlu . KBYE . Muuuaaahhhh :)

STUDY ! STUDY ! STUDY !

ASSALAMUALAIKUM GUYS ! 

HEE ~ ary niy 19/02/2012

aku pegi wat stdy group kat skola aku . 

yeahh ! spirit tuk amek SPM memang kuat !

aku nak dapat straight a for spm aku !

nak nak nak ! dan nak jugak !

hek3 moge2 aku akan berjaye dlm spm akn dtg nty . aminn .

smbil2 wt stdy group smbil tu dating . bhaha :)

best kan cple smbil blajar ?

smbil2 tmbh ilmu bole layan boyfie kejap .

bhahaha :) 

NAH PICCA TADIK :)

budak sblah aku niy mcm2 hal lahh . hekhek :)

cd berusaha keras nk siapkn homework tuu . ahaha

maen game ke awk ?? saye suh blaja lahh . hee :)

alahaiii . study ke awk mcg boyfie ummu(bukn name sbnr kt meja tuu)

amboi cd tekunnye awk copypaste homework saye !

 :)

A Day At smSiS in cLass 5SC1 :)

Ragam Ragum Budak 5sc1 pade hari khamis 9/02/2012
(: Tepat 7.40 , cikgu MATHEMATICS yg diberi name puad masuk ke kelas 5sc1 dgn muke yg seriusnye :) all student bgun berdiri , kasi salam dlu , bace doa then duduk blek . well , waktu pagi ofcoz sume muke ngntuk lg , mood nk tido maseh ade , so when ckgu puad start ajar masing2 otak blur . tmbh2 ckgu tuu ajar mathematic smbil duduk , HAHA ! mane takk blur ! otak kosong doe !
Pastuu time PJ ! yeahhh ! sume student cria blek ! mate masing2 dah bukak seluas lautan hindi dh . yela semangat nk ber PJ la katekn . Bg gurl kali niy PJ ktowg maen FUTSALLLLLLL !! hehe xD best gler ! geng aku menang !! tp we just got score one gol jeww . Tp xpe jnjy MENANG ! lepas dh maen penat2 smpai peluh ! kene masuk kelas blek ! ~~~~~~~~~~
Now time P.Sivik ! OH NO ! such a boring subject ! this time we need to learn about PERKAHWINAN ! WTF haa ? bosan gler ! waktu niy sume dh menggelabah . nk rehat dh lepas niy ! so pkiran dh melyang nk makan itu ini , nak g toilet la ape laaa . HAHAHA :) ade yg nga belek2 tudung , ad eyg dh wt taik mate , ade yg btoi2 kasut . ade jgk yg kua smpai x masuk2 kelas . BHAHA :)
Okay , dh hbis rest kene masuk LABORATORY . time to PHYSICS yaww ! okay msuk kelas sir wong , everything will be happening , coz why ? yelahh ape yg dy ajar sume msuk , then i feel enjoy la dpt learn ngn excellent sir mcm dye .
Finally pkul 11.55 till 1.05 mase BI . huhuhuhu . takk takot tp menyampah ! hahaha ! tibe2 sir Tutttt nak ajar literature then aku and beberape owg yg malang tak bwk NOVEL CATCH US IF U CAN . so ape lg .. dapat ROTAN  la jwbnye :))))))))))))) sedapppppppppppppppp ! so bile tgn dh merah berbekas , mule la nak sumpah seranah si perotan tuu . haha . be COOL . ! tepat 1.05 ! ktowg BLEKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! yeahhh ! merempit blek umah ! haha tuu je . KBYE . ASSALAMUALAIKUM :)

DeStiNaTiOn~KeLanTan~wif BFF~

assalamualaikum kawe2 sumo . moh speaking kelate ngn aku .

aku kat sini nok share niy gamba2 aku waktu aku g kota bharu kelate pado 4-5 feb ary tuhh . aku g ngn fmily Eida ramli . budok niy kawe rapat aku . aku niy budok dok tahu malu selambo ikot dyo ngn fmily dy . HAHA XD . gamba kami duo je hok aku share kt cni . ce usha ce usha :) cute bena kay ? hihi <

niy la aku , owner blog niy . cute takk ? niy waktu dok kt depe homestay di kelate . huahuahua :)

hee , KAWE SELAMONYO (:

Kami hanye tahu bergamba (:

Like a twin ? twinkle2 little star .. (:

I Sing Sing this Song Song for U !

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You're such a star
But that's not why I love you

Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you
Yeah, the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you

And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that's not why I love you

Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you
Yeah, the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you, you

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you
Yeah, the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

That's why I love you
That's why I love you

Hey Boy ! I wish you were here !

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall, you just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running though my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running though my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, let go, oh, oh
No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

Dont Judge a Book by Its Cover :)

Hey Assalamualaikum guys ! readers ! anyway u all tahu takk ape mksud title post aku kali niy , yeahh ! if takk tahu meh aku story kt korg , the meaning for my post kali niy means kite takk bole menilai someone tuu dari luaran saje , if luaran nmpk elok , cntek , suci bersih it doesn't mean that inside will be clean and clear too , dalaman takk smestinye baek kan3 ?! :) haaa , aku ckap pasal niy bukn ape , sesetgh manusia skrg niy hanye memandang luaran saje bile nak judge someone tuu . takk suke lah ! sometimes owg yg berkulit GELAP dianggap takk baek , jahat , haty dye pun dianggap gelap mcm kulit dye . Euuwww ! ape niy ? layakkkah kite menilai someone smpai mcam tuu skali ? siapa kite ? tuhan ke yg nk ckap owg mcm tuu ? so pndang lahh dan nilai owg tuu bia dari segi sume aspek okay ! not from the cover .. buku tuu law nak bace jgn bace cover dpan dye je sdgkn takk tahu story dlm dye kan . hehe XD . now , aku dh cerite pasal bende niy and i really hope some gegurl outside there bole paham ape mksud aku niy , dan sbnarnye aku tujukn bende niy kat SOMEONE  :)))  wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: PUAS (!) (sbnrnye nak tulis pnjg lg tp dh malas) HAHAHAHA !!

The Hottest Frenz In My Heart !!

GENG HOTSTUFF (!)

BAJET MCM DEKAT LONDON ! Hekhek ..

Hey ! from left that is nisa , fara , eida and tasya ! which one is the most cute ?!

that was juz an acting from hotstuff gurlz . heee :)

can u all guess where ktowg snap this picca ?! hakhak .. (dlm toilet doe) sje gedix kasi taw !

wheee , guys ! this is the bestsweet memory with u alls okay ! loveyou :) kenangan when we're in form3 2010 dkat CAMERON HIGHLAND meyh ! heee .. hepy kan ktowg ?!

Cry is the Best Way to get a Great Relieve

ITS MY SECRET ,  JUST A SIMPLE WORD
When you cry , you 're strong enough to show your heart ,
When you cry , you're great enough to hide your madness ,
After you cry , you will feel a great relieve ...

Just cry when you feel like to, Never let your heart hurts (!)

Stop Loving You but can't stop Missing You

I cannot stop thinking of you,
I cannot stop smiling at you ,
I cannot stop looking at you ,
I cannot stop missing you ,
Coz why ,

You're always in my heart and soul ,
You're always accept my true love that u find ,
You're always give me a cheers life in my pastime ,
You're always be with me eventhough we're not meant to be together anymore ,

My blog , My place to Daydreaming (!)

Yeahh , my blog my place to DAYDREAMING ??! owhh , just forget it , nak title sedap tuu pakai hentam saje msuk title tuu . takk semestinye saye nak berdaydreaming full time kat cini kan . tujuan nak buat blog hanye sekadar suke-suke , mahu lepaskan TENSION , lepaskan rase SAKIT HATY ke , nak luahkan PERASAAN CINTA ke or anything i'll do in my blog lahh .. senang ckap , WHATEVER (!) as long takk menyakitkan haty org laen dan takk kacau org laen . ahaha XD . kau adee ? hee :D tp kenn kebanyakan ape yg saye akan buat adalah mengereate story-story cam HAMPEH or wt puisi-puisi BI yang takk ckup well grammar dy or buat kecohh je kt blog niy . haish . ntah laa . ape-ape ajew . ASAL HEPY !! kesah hape aku ! HAHA XD . KBYE . loveSyeeraAdam .

Its My Secret , just A simple Word

this love i make it for you

U ' re the only one who can bring me to the love heaven ,
Without you ,
I'm just an ordinary gurl who doesn't know the meaning of the true love ..

U will Never Be Replaced

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all
[Repeat Chorus]
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time